So another year has left leaving behind more memories, more miseries, and more deprivations. The desert of life is the same for me since you left me without giving any reason of such painful partition. People are talking about future goals, planning for the New Year. Enough is enough!. I tell you I am going to be myself, giving no heed any more to my miseries; I will live without you, without your memories. Remember, you came to me all by yourself claiming your love, and you laughed seeing me staring at you with my mouth opened in surprise. Then one day in the end of the last year, as for your future goal, you quit me, you left me, again staring at you with my mouth opened in shock. This New Year as my future goal I will not be going to worry any more, but I am going to push myself to do what I don’t enjoy. I am going to meet people, new friends, especially girls. I will not get myself drowned in your love; rather I will swim out smiling leaving all your memories behind. I am going to try to stay organized. If I stick to these goals, it’s going to be a great year.
OH MY LOVE, please don’t believe what I have written above. I know I am not going to do any of these things. How could I be organized when you are gone? How can I stick to these goals, and if not, it’s not going to be a great year, again.
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Thanks lady Anne honouring me with your superb comments.
Yeah... we always express the opposite of what our hearts desire. More often than not, our thinking battles against our heart and the result is the utterance of the words that we don't mean to say. Because of this, life's relationships become more complicated to handle.
Can't a "no" be just a "no" and a "yes" be just a "yes"? Is it hard to say things in simple and direct way? If not, this world will be full of hypocrites and dishonest mongrels.
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To be honest, this blog of yours entered my elite clique of impressive blogs. I am always impressed by blogs written differently from the rest. I thought that she finally drove you to the edge of your limit but alas, the last lines negated everything you said.
You remain being conquered..... always!
Shokran Fariba for stopping by and nice encouragement.
Hope you are enjoying reading blogs.
I think u must be strong and don,t think about her although I know that is very hard and maybe sometimes impossible but u have to forget past
hold ur love very tightly..pls dnt allow them to go alone..hahahaahh
Hey User, good to see you and your wisdom after a long time. In my view comments as you do are the assets to this forum. Thanks a lot.
The devotion of the selflessness in love peeps between lines in this beautiful text is really rare to find nowadays.
And with reading the comments which talk about easily over coming the lost love and starting enjoying life I really envy them that they are that strong self-lovers. But maybe that's the difference between the western psychology who seeks pleasure no matter in a beloved person or in a pub or any other, while the eastern psychology finds their pleasure only in love...no matter it's torturing.
do not let what you wrote me is true.
At first you try to stay organized without your love, then you can't?!!!
I think if you didn't add the three last lines, your blog was hopeful for those people who have the same pain.
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