Yeah I can remember that time. I was 11 years old in that time and I was crying a lot. I wanted to go to the sea but there was no answer from my family. So I couldn't stop crying and I wend to my room and took a sheet of paper and then I started drawing which was in my mind. That was my first time to do something like that.Yeah I can remember that time. I couldn't stop of drawing. I was drawing angrily and dreadfully. and when I finished I couldn't believe what I've did. Because I didn't draw before. actually, until now I can believe what I've did. I've tried to draw several times but I couldn't. Even I've tried to draw the same picture many times too but I also failed. And you may notice that the drawing is so small. That because I didn't draw deliberately. It was something I've did without thinking.maybe that drawing is not beautiful, but for me it is worthy because I didn't do something like that again and I save it in afront of me in my room. because I feel so good when I see it always. It makes me feel confidence. Really it is something strange.
why I can't draw again While I could once?Does the anger have any relationship to what I've did?Can the anger force us to do something we can't do it while we are not angry?I still wonder....Skoon
I think being angry is one intense emotion which without knowing we turn our state of mind into a very high level. Hence, on this moment we can channel our emotion into a very strange way that we couldn't do with our normal mind. On your case, because of your high level of emotion that time and very absorbed of what you are feeling you drew that without thinking..But in fact your subconscious mind is the one who does the thinking for you..Because you accidentally open it, you were not aware that your vast creative imagination of your subconscious mind was flowing very freely into what you were doing that time. That's why when your emotion subsides you didn't know how you had done it.
I think even in other kind of emotion, we can still turn or channel to our creative faculty like being in love, or very happy or excited. It depends how we turn our mind into what we are doing.
yeah you are right Nghia
and if anger makes me to draw something like that . wooow . it is cool , isn't it?
I think everyone should control his/her anger
thank you for commenting
skoon...
Yes Skoon, when you feel angry you can do something that you couldn't imagine before. but notice that, things you're doing when angry are not really good and some of them can make you regret.
So, It'll be better if you doing things under control, hihi ^^
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I think being angry is one intense emotion which without knowing we turn our state of mind into a very high level. Hence, on this moment we can channel our emotion into a very strange way that we couldn't do with our normal mind. On your case, because of your high level of emotion that time and very absorbed of what you are feeling you drew that without thinking..But in fact your subconscious mind is the one who does the thinking for you..Because you accidentally open it, you were not aware that your vast creative imagination of your subconscious mind was flowing very freely into what you were doing that time. That's why when your emotion subsides you didn't know how you had done it.
I think even in other kind of emotion, we can still turn or channel to our creative faculty like being in love, or very happy or excited. It depends how we turn our mind into what we are doing.
mayumee
and if anger makes me to draw something like that . wooow . it is cool , isn't it?
I think everyone should control his/her anger
thank you for commenting
skoon...
So, It'll be better if you doing things under control, hihi ^^