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He was simmering inside.  It was very strong and might turn him into ashes.  But the ‘love’ and above all the ‘lost love’ makes a lover loves even the ashes gifted by beloved who had left not to return.  Any such beloved does not like that this fire which is burning his heart to ashes would be put out. For him life is nothing without this fire.  If it is put in cold storage the life would itself become cold, lifeless, a burden which can not be put away.  That is way he wants to keep this simmering inside, to feel life, even without her, who has left.  With the memories of his beloved he wants to feel himself alive.  This is as someone is in cold hell, and he sees far away a fire burning, even from that distance it gives him warm feeling. This ‘burn’ the ‘simmering in love………….which has now distanced, the pain of being left behind sometimes makes lover stand distinguished.  May it be possible that one does not have any thing in life which make him feel the beat of his heart, but on the contrary, ‘love’ rather the lost one, is a steering lever, give a friction to make him feel the ‘beat’ the ‘life’ the ‘heat’ the ‘simmering’ the ‘burning which may become the reason of life, the reason to ‘feel love’ though ‘unfulfilled’. But anyway a reason.  A man sometimes passes his entire life having dampness in his heart, needing something to ignite the fire.  The beloved who has left may work as ignition to light the fire in him.  How long you are with such fire you are alive, otherwise you are dead.  So let it burn forever.