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My Conscience

It’s hard to talk with you
You have a severe homilophobia

That day, the accident happened
Stressed, froze, and got drowned
Your notation was not aesthetic at all
That natatorium had made you feel bad afterall

Something in you, I never knew
What’s wrong? What’s going on?

I remember our tryst
at the secret rendezvous
I titivated myself just to see you
But you never came

With the smell of petrichor
I went home lackadaisically while the TV on
Who cares about Anastasia Nikolaevna
She’s not a cryptozoologist for sure
I sipped my hot tea
as the extremophiles were gone
I felt hypnagogic
and couldn’t remember anything

Something in you, I finally knew
Someone scholastically said you’re lunatic
The fact you’re just kathisopobian

I'm meeting you now, I want to see you
You promised me I would be your bride, but 
Why am I sitting here as your paranymph in your wedding?

This is ME
My feeling...
My conscience...

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A WEIRD imaginary poem by ONEE. :D

Mini-dic:

Homilophobia (n), fear of sermons (being reassured).

Natation (n), an act of swimming.
Aesthetic (adj), concerned with beauty or the appreciation of beauty.
Natatorium (n), a swimming pool, especially one that is indoors.

Tryst (n, v), a private romantic rendezvous between lovers.
Rendezvous (n, v), a meeting at an agreed time and place.
Titivate (i.v), to improve the small details of someone's appearance by arranging their hair, putting on make-up, etc.

Petrichor (n), a pleasant smell that frequently accompanies the first rain after a long period of warm, dry weather.
Lackadaisical (adj), lacking enthusiasm and determination; carelessly lazy.
Anastasia Nikolaevna, a prominent Russian.
Cryptozoologist (n), a person who searches for and study of animals whose existence or survival is disputed or unsubstantiated, such as the Loch Ness monster and the yeti.
Extremophiles (n), a microorganism, especially an archaean, that lives in conditions of extreme temperature, acidity, alkalinity, or chemical concentration.
Hypnagogic (adj), relating to the state immediately (drawsines) before falling asleep.

Scholassticism (n), narrow-minded insistence on traditional doctrine, orthodoxy of a scholastic variety.
Kathisophobia (n), fear of moving that can be the result of a very severe injury/trauma.

Paranymph (n), a groomsman or a bridesmaid.

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This is just to complete my poem challenge as the provided words still 19 unused. Now there’re 3 words left: Flexibility, Freeloader and Distillation. :D It’s really nonsense to make a poem using those words. Wanna try?? :)))))) :D

I also wanted to say that FREE VERSE POEM has been THE IN THING since 1800s. This has been acknowledged as a part of literature and you can read for detail on my blog.

Thank you so much for reading, also for joining my first challenge. To Risty Aven, ELF, bet, Batuhan, Helena, Luci, AG, Mishaikh, Serene, Kal, Danny Clark, Evangelina, I'm Trying, My brother Arif, Lucia, Setareh .........your participation is highly appreciated.

Once again, a million of thanks. ^_^