Hey guys! I have a problem but first let me tell you about my story 2008 I graduated from high school and stayed at home for two years working as clearing in center. Then the end of 2010 I flew to Malaysia to study in university but this university has no Graphic design so I chose economy department . before entering the department, students should take an English test and those who fail or get lower marks will enter English course which is 6 levels and you can skip level base on your marks of course after finishing a level you take a test. For me I went from 2, 4 , 6 and repeated in 6 again means this I spend two years in learning English ; this course is like lucky draw and if you are lucky enough you can pass and enter the college. I entered the economy college, the first term was a nightmares , I cannot understand, I’m stupid and I felt that I in the wrong place. So, I took study leave because I have to go back to the country where’s my family there, to renew my Visa and the process of renewing took months and during the time, I searched for another university which has graphic design ( my passion) so I didn’t find any one because my certificate was about 4 years so for them is unvalued. After a year, I went back to my university and finished my first term by passing two subjects and failed in two also. In This term, I’m upset , stupid, crying every day and blaming myself because of people and their questions ; in which year you are? I’m freshman and their eyes like @@ FRESHMAN!!, wow now you graduate, no after three years I will, why you’re so late?. My mother also like them when I told her that I’m still freshman , she said WHY? How do I tell people that you are still in the beginning and she asked about other students that we knew them, did they pass? Which year are they?. Now I don’t talk with any one whether my family, friends or classmates, and also I avoid them. And I decide to withdrawal university and search for graphic design institute but I’m afraid from my family’s reaction and what people would say about me? Sorry for the long story but I want to you to be in the picture so you can give me your opinion if you may. So do I stick with my decision and go for it or what? Please reply me as soon as possible
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It looks really serious. Don't make a wrong decision by people's suggestion here. Maybe we only have suggestions, but the final decision is yours.
I guess you failed because you didn't study with full heart, and still thinking of graphic design. I wonder why you should go to Malaysia and take Economic department...
Regarding your time and age, maybe it's not the best choice to take another university, and you should see also the aim of your life. But if you continue to study at your current university, I guess you won't get good mark at all. Just try to receive what you get now, and do your best.
The two choices has it's own disadvantages, consider it by yourself. So you can choose the best decision. I believe you can change your life if you do anything with full heart.
Cheer up, sister. :))
Screw what people say/think. It's your life. And life is too short to waste it doing something you don't really like.
If you don't do what you love, sooner or later you're gonna regret that, and you'll get a very frustrated life. I'm illustrator and I also do lot of graphic design work, and i know for sure it's not easy to find a steady work. You've to work almost 24/7 and is not well paid, but you can't imagine how good it feels to work doing what you really love. I wouldn't change that for anything!!!
So just follow your heart and do what you love. If it works, you'll be happy. And if it doesn't work, at least you won't regret not having tried.