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Time flies...
You told me that sentence millions times. Always you added: darling, enjoy your life, don't hesitate to do whatever you want, just decide and move forward, try to be one of the most educated and richest women in the world, prove yourself. As an answer I just tapped on your big belly several times like I played a drum, beat rhythmically and then both of us laughed.
You lived in a small town far from my city, far from me, I know, I know it's a big excuse but I don't have any other thing to say. You know, I tried and loved to meet you at least once a week but my damn schedule didn't let me to do that. It's about one month you are not living far from me because nowadays you are living too far from me. I don't know anything about your current home but I want to imagine you in God's beautiful garden known as paradise. It's my fantasy and I'm free to imagine you as a handsome young man exactly like what you were at your wedding day, of course without that lovely big belly. I read in our holly book that everything is perfect in paradise and I believe in God's words. I'm sure whatever he said is an undeniable fact so paradise shouldn't be like here. There should be no anger, no proud, no poverty, no age. Lucky you for being there, so near to God and poor me for being here and too far from you more than ever :-(
My unique grandpa, listen: I'm not the iron lady, I'm not Margaret Thatcher to be one of the most powerful, educated or rich women in the world but I promise you to do my best to achieve my goals. I'll try to decide precisely and move forward during my life. Just promise me come to my dreams even once in a year. As always be generous and don't pay off my ignorance in this case. Yea, you were right, time flies grandpa.  I'll always miss you. Miss the flavor of pastils you put them in my mouth. Im sure never ever ever no pastil will taste like ones you bought for me :-( I'll miss to kiss your chubby cheeks.
Grandpa, wherever you are just take care of yourself. :-*
Your Fafali granddaughter, Fahime.
(A big sorry and bigger thanks to all of my nice sises and bros for caring about me in my absence, specially: my lovely Sises; Sima, Sera, Ha, Sakshi and Sewar. Adorable friends; Mohammed, Asif, Granny and bookie. Finally my great bros: Ahmad and Mamad. It's obvious I'm not as active and smart as my purple sis, Noor. She continued writing in her EC even when she was not in a good condition. The only thing I did in my 30days absence was to giving my EC user and password to my friend to come online frequently. I did it because I was afraid my EC account will be deleted in a long absence)
Thanks in advance for reading this blog and again sorry for being late.
Don't forget to pray for my grandpa to rest in peace.