I just met two girl in my life whom I'm really want to be a happy couple in the world. But unfortunately, It didn't work out. How sad thing and it's the most failure thing in my life I suffer.  Haha

First of all, I wish I would become her lover and make her being the same. But I guess now, it's really not possible for me to make it because of current situation. I'm feeling like fucked up.

I love her and I want to help her out of some trouble. But she minded me and don't need my help, Ironically, she doesn't like me at all. I suppose that I had failed by chasing someone whose name is with H letter. :)) Just funny, right?

Yeah, but it's true. I really want to become her boyfriend but you know, I told to myself that every time she'll never belong to me. Haha ^^

There are three main reason: first, she already had or have a boyfriend. Second, my shyness and cowardliness was raised when I have feeling with some girl and want to chase her, but could not because I'm nervous. And I blame myself that I'm a not good guy. Haha

You see and understand the feeling how is that somebody that you love not reply to your message or picking your calling. I often got the same thing like fucked up and frustrated. Because whenever I want to ... but it's hopeless.

I know how to flirt, but I don't know how to chase. I'm undetermined person. Wish being a good friend now, but she ignore me (probably). Sometimes I was not focusing and I was crazy when memorize it. Love is biggest failure that I've learned and received in my life and I accept it. 

The importance of beginning learning English is " WORD". Without word, you are unable to speak and understand when listening. English word is key, in other word it is vocabulary. This is everything when you communicate , written or listen. Every aspects of life such as working, shopping, teaching, etc. You must use and have vocabulary to communicate, work and live in the life. The people is good at English communication skill that attain success more than people who is weak in English communication. 

But how to master English language. You must be work hard and concentrate on study English. By listening English everyday, try to speak everyday and learning English vocabulary everyday. After some period of continous time learning English. You'll be confident and able to speak fluent, listen better. Try to work hard. That is only one way to master English language.

I'm glad to share my opinion and experience, i am hopefully to receive your feedback and we can improve English better.