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PLEASE HELP ME!!

Hey guys! I have a problem but first let me tell you about my story 2008 I graduated from high school and stayed at home for two years working as clearing in center. Then the end of 2010 I flew to Malaysia to study in university but this university has no Graphic design so I chose economy department . before entering the department, students should take an English test and those who fail or get lower marks will enter English course which is 6 levels and you can skip level base on your marks of course after finishing a level you take a test. For me I went from 2, 4 , 6 and repeated in 6 again means this I spend two years in learning English ; this course is like lucky draw and if you are lucky enough you can pass and enter the college. I entered the economy college, the first term was a nightmares , I cannot understand, I’m stupid and I felt that I in the wrong place. So, I took study leave because I have to go back to the country where’s my family there, to renew my Visa and the process of renewing took months and during the time, I searched for another university which has graphic design ( my passion) so I didn’t find any one because my certificate was about 4 years so for them is unvalued. After a year, I went back to my university and finished my first term by passing two subjects and failed in two also. In This term, I’m upset , stupid, crying every day and blaming myself because of people and their questions ; in which year you are? I’m freshman and their eyes like @@ FRESHMAN!!, wow now you graduate, no after three years I will, why you’re so late?. My mother also like them when I told her that I’m still freshman , she said WHY? How do I tell people that you are still in the beginning and she asked about other students that we knew them, did they pass? Which year are they?. Now I don’t talk with any one whether my family, friends or classmates, and also I avoid them. And I decide to withdrawal university and search for graphic design institute but I’m afraid from my family’s reaction and what people would say about me? Sorry for the long story but I want to you to be in the picture so you can give me your opinion if you may. So do I stick with my decision and go for it or what? Please reply me as soon as possible

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