When I studied at PCT high school, I don't familiar with any friends in my new class. Then I met Khanh who studied at class beside my class. She is a social and friendly friend and she always smile for everyone. Although I was not as same as her class, I studied with her at Chemistry class. She is good at Chemistry and she usually explain difficult lesson that I don't understand clearly. It's chemistry that we close more and more.
At school, when lesson was time up , she usually waited for me in the school gate and we came back home together. In Tet holiday, we went out and had a lot of funny and happiness in the park. Each times I talk to her , I understand her more and more. However, the most different between us is her personality is extrovert and mine is introvert. I think this difference make us extra to our shortcoming. I missed her advice when I was sad: " If you feel difficult in your life, I should think simply and I will feel better than before" .
Unfortunatly, I made her hurt because of my curiosity. When I realized my mistake, she couldn't forgive for me and she did't want to meet me. Though I try to apologize for her, she don't want to hear my explanation. Maybe I make a big mistake in my friendship and I had to receive this punish. It made me sad and dispointed with me very much. I wish I could take my past, I wouldn't made mistake to her.
After two years from my friendship is broke down and each person live at different place with different purpose. Maybe I never meet her once more but I still hope she will suceed in her choices and her life.
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So sad is your story. Look, think of a way to fix your friendship, like writing her a letter , try to express your deep feelings towards her, or write for her a poem, or any thing that show the real image of you.
You remind me of someone who had to be a best friend to me, but I brok the relation because he hurt me 3 times in my friendship life with him, So I gave him like three chances then, I said to him thats it, im done. Then we change our hourse, and I didnt give him my new adress. He still regret it, but I felt hurt since then. Sometimes I think of returning back the old friendship back to life but I always believe that will bring as well troubles.
that's a sad story.
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