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" why didn't you reply me, my dear? I was worried about you....please ...please... please reply me, I'm waiting impatiently"

I touched the "send" button and the message hovering in the middle of the night....such a memorable evening, which has been run for months.

The nights that always reminds me to her loving eyes, the smile as sweet as cotton candy

the love messages skyrocketed and flashed in the air...sometimes the message brings smiles, sometimes anger, sometimes sweet sometimes slightly bitter, sometimes intimate sometimes hot...mostly bring the fear feelings for both of us.

There are no nights to be missed with a feeling of how all of this might have ended because we are separated by a very extreme distance, like a nightmare which tortured in our sleep.

Among all the women and all the loves, for me only her, no matter how the situation, no matter how it's impossible for us even just to build a dream together, there's still something that is real

"dear am I real to you ?" Her message arrived

and without any hesitation, I replied...

"of course dear we are real, and always be real"

hmmm is there anything more human than love and is there anything more love than human?

I met Her through the air, start from the string of letters which I interlace into the words and embroidered as a love messages...and then her angelic voice seduce my ears like music that soothes...

and after months, I saw her on the screen, her appearance were stunning my mind, lovely eyes, sweetest smile in the universe, and everything become wonderful like a blooming flower on the spring time

and the love messages are flooding like a water in the rain season when the drainage is not working good....

Until one crucial moment......

"what are we looking for dear?" Her message arrived

silence covering the air...

"Do we have future or we are just playing the game?" next message arrived

Reality crashing into the castle of love that we build up with the beautiful words.....

everything's ruin by words

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" why didn't you reply me, my dear? I was worried about you....please ...please... please reply me, I'm waiting impatiently"

After thousands of messages sent, she kept silent, I didn't have the answer for her simple question

and she disappeared in the air ......