I just met two girl in my life whom I'm really want to be a happy couple in the world. But unfortunately, It didn't work out. How sad thing and it's the most failure thing in my life I suffer. Haha
First of all, I wish I would become her lover and make her being the same. But I guess now, it's really not possible for me to make it because of current situation. I'm feeling like fucked up.
I love her and I want to help her out of some trouble. But she minded me and don't need my help, Ironically, she doesn't like me at all. I suppose that I had failed by chasing someone whose name is with H letter. :)) Just funny, right?
Yeah, but it's true. I really want to become her boyfriend but you know, I told to myself that every time she'll never belong to me. Haha ^^
There are three main reason: first, she already had or have a boyfriend. Second, my shyness and cowardliness was raised when I have feeling with some girl and want to chase her, but could not because I'm nervous. And I blame myself that I'm a not good guy. Haha
You see and understand the feeling how is that somebody that you love not reply to your message or picking your calling. I often got the same thing like fucked up and frustrated. Because whenever I want to ... but it's hopeless.
I know how to flirt, but I don't know how to chase. I'm undetermined person. Wish being a good friend now, but she ignore me (probably). Sometimes I was not focusing and I was crazy when memorize it. Love is biggest failure that I've learned and received in my life and I accept it.
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never let go of a person you dont want to see with someone else....
Stop chasing....
Thank for your experience and encouragement, I am really appreciate your advice. Actually, my English skill is not much good, so I hope you don't mind it. I just want to practice and share my story, my thought as well as help me to improve my English day by day.
Hello,
let me tell you something, your feeling wasn't love!
I don't have a good love experience, but I know that love should contains 2 people feeling the same for each other! and that feeling of love should be more than liking!
How do you want her to not ignore you when you chase her, while you know that she has a boyfriend!!
Trust me, -although many don't trust strangers- when you feel the love, and when you admit it to the right girl you will hear after 2 seconds "I LOVE YOU TO" !