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My name is Tari, and this is my story

A story about forbidden love....

The story of a love that should not be exist

The Sea.....always makes me don't want to go home, with or without someone else, with or without a lover, with or without any prominence, with or without  any reason

I really didn't want to go home,

moreover, I was not alone,

I were with a man who didn't want to go home either........but we had to go home,

went home, left the night sea that moving calmly,......

went home, left hugs and kisses under the moonlight peeking shyly.

What was tying our feelings so tight?

Sea or love? because we both knew we have no right to enjoy the sea and the love together.....

but why we were there ?, for the sea or for love?

nothing needs to be questioned, love and sea....just feel it

It's always like this, it's always confusion and always hate and crave, breeze in our togetherness, secret meeting, the meetings were quaint and panicky

For God's sake, for the sake of sea, for the sake of love, we didn't want to go home, Although we just blankly stared at the sky, although we only silent listened to the faint sound of waves, although the silence brought a long conversation, we still didn't want to go home

Love abducted us from reality, kidnaped us from a 'comfortable home'...but please not expelled us from the embrace of the sea...

night claimed twilight, love threw us from reality

"Love, why are your tears coming from your eyes? aren't you happy? " He said almost like a whisper

What is happiness? am I unhappy when my tears coming from my eyes?

why the tears only for unhappy? don't I have right to have tears when I'm happy?

"I have to go home even though I'm happy, tonight, this time, right now...no more five minutes even five seconds", I said without saw his eyes

so as not to pass one more night...

"if I let you add five minutes more, the love and the sea won't let me go again and again......." my voice sound undecided

final conversation....

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Today I'm alone, come here for the first time since those wonderful days

I'm coming to face the wound, to enjoying the pain, to receiving the regrets

I really don't want to go home now, even though I am alone, I don't want to bury the memories, I don't want to erase our footprint on the sand...

Why we don't let those nights answer all the questions, why we don't let those night which determined our future....

The Sea....always makes me don't want to go home, with or without someone else, with or without a lover, with or without any prominence, with or without  any reason.....

why I'm here now? for the sea or for the lost love?.....the answer away by the waves towards your place ...I don't know where.....

yes, my name is Tari and this is a piece of my story...

don't judged me,

because of love never knock first before coming,

and it touches everyone without knowing how hard it can be for them

Ps: this story is fiction, based on the writer imagination :-)