I have a dream

I almost spent half a year in finding my dream and my goal.In other words,I wasted a lot of time at last semester. When I entered college, my life was up to me. I have a lot of spare time,but I did not know what to do.I felt lost at that time. There were so many possibilities and path in life, the hard part was knowing which path to follow.I really was not certain where I would utimately go in life and what I would do with the years ahead of me.Though I had many friends,I felt lonely.
But now,I have a dream.I believe in the beauty of my dream. I set a goal and try my best to achieve it.The dream and the goal have a big influence on me.They give me direction and help when making choices. I feel energetic and terrific every day.I enjoy what I do,so I will never work a day in my life.Though I am alone, I donot feel lonely.
I have been through a big failure.But failure does not mean I am a failure.It does mean I have not successed yet. I believe that does not kill me noly makes me stronger.I will work harder than most to find my own place.
I believe my dream will come true some day.

i would like to tell you one of the my life experiences. 4 years ago, when i entered the university, i had to deal with a lot of stresses and bad feelings like loneliness, lack of self-confidece and even self-loathing. for me, university was like another world, a weird and stressful world. in that time,i got used to have lots of dreams. my dreams became the major part of my life. i used to spend some hours thinking about them everynight. some of them were really appealing. i was eagerly willing to follow them to the phantom territory of my mind. i would want to immerse in them and spend the rest of my life in fancy... but that's not possible. i think imaginations are like a mental defence. when we can't achieve something or we have to overcome a lot of stresses in out-world, unconsciously, we sink to inside.
i know fancy can help us to set our gouls and make our future. but this coin has two sides. in the other side, daydreaming can interfere with real life. spending hours thinking about what we don't have or what we want, can keep us off the life. and about me, i was addicted to fancy. i couldn't give them up. 2 years later, everything had changed. i wasn't abale focus and study because i was fidget and disturbed and my brain was cluttered. i had to visit a psychiatrist and take pills for a while...but now, i am used to another thing. music. it really keeps me down. i think i shouldn't have allowed myself to imagine that much...so...don't let your dreams keep you away from real life. just live in peresent time and don't wast your time thinking about future or figments...

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Expector Smith April 9, 2010 17:00

Good post! Glad to know you eventually found your way to success. Hope your dream come true. Good luck!
mostafa April 9, 2010 13:48

i would like to tell you one of the my life experiences. 4 years ago, when i entered the university, i had to deal with a lot of stresses and bad feelings like loneliness, lack of self-confidece and even self-loathing. for me, university was like another world, a weird and stressful world. in that time,i got used to have lots of dreams. my dreams became the major part of my life. i used to spend some hours thinking about them everynight. some of them were really appealing. i was eagerly willing to follow them to the phantom territory of my mind. i would want to immerse in them and spend the rest of my life in fancy... but that's not possible. i think imaginations are like a mental defence. when we can't achieve something or we have to overcome a lot of stresses in out-world, unconsciously, we sink to inside.
i know fancy can help us to set our gouls and make our future. but this coin has two sides. in the other side, daydreaming can interfere with real life. spending hours thinking about what we don't have or what we want, can keep us off the life. and about me, i was addicted to fancy. i couldn't give them up. 2 years later, everything had changed. i wasn't abale focus and study because i was fidget and disturbed and my brain was cluttered. i had to visit a psychiatrist and take pills for a while...but now, i am used to another thing. music. it really keeps me down. i think i shouldn't have allowed myself to imagine that much...so...don't let your dreams keep you away from real life. just live in peresent time and don't wast your time thinking about future or figments...

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