As I was driving on a highway, a car with high speed overtook my car. In the blink of an eye he lost his control and all I remember was a car spinning in front of my car, I lost my control and bang. I was watching my car and “i” injured in the car. Oh my God! It was time for me to go, to leave everything behind. My time was over, but I was not ready to go. I have so much to do. I wanted to tell my kids how much I love them. I wanted them to know that although sometimes I was harsh on them, but I always love them. I wanted to hug them tight, to feel them and to say out loud no matter what, I will always love them.
I wanted to thank my parents and my beloved husband. I wanted to tell my siblings that despite arguing and fighting as a child but we had a great time with each other. I wanted to tell my friends that they were so precious for me and I have learned so much from them.
Oh I wanted to watch sunrise. I wanted to go under the snow and look at the sky see those beautiful white gifts falling from the sky. I wanted to run so fast. I wanted to laugh at myself when I fuss over the things which really do not matter. I wanted to make others happy. I wanted to thank God from the bottom of my heart. Oh I wanted….
Suddenly I opened my eyes in sweat; oh God! It was a nightmare. I am alive. I still have the opportunity to live life, so I got up went to my kids’ room; I hugged them so tightly. They said: “mom are you ok”?Yes my dears I am I am, couldn’t be better. I am alive…. .
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owsome blog.. we should not belate in telling our relations that how much we adore their presence in life , how much we love them..coz we have no idea where our life end.. so tell to all of loved person now :) because expressing love is really important in relationships whether he is your husband OR they are your parent, kids,siblings, grandparent, nieces etc.
thanks for sharing such a nice blog with us. .
Dear Luci, thanks for your comment.
We all talk and speak about good things and morality, but when it comes to action we all stick to things which benefits us more. I hope you act upon your beliefs and words.
Dear Elen, thanks for your concern and for your nice comment.
Dear Ann,thanks for your comment.
Dear Evangelina, you are right; I always think of death and what i would do if it comes suddenly? what do I want people whom i love to know? thanks for your kind comment.
Dear Gerardo, if i said that I am afraid of death for my beloved ones not for myself, it wouldn't be a lie. But you are right i should accept it as part of life. Thanks for your comment.
Hello Setareh, I remember the last time we talked... I aksed you "what do you fear?" and you said "I´m afraid of death".
Death is part of life my darling, don´t worry about it, just hug your boys, love your family and be the person you want to be.
Have a nice day my friend, thanks for your blog.
Dear Setareh, as i was reading your blog i thought that this happened to you in reality but then i read that it was a nightmare and i was happy for that. Some dreams are so real and scared us so much and make us appreciate more our family and life generally. Take care :)
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