Dear readers before you start reading open the music link, it would transfer my feelings better.
Hands are making waves gently touching just rising sunlight, afraid to scare it away and the darkness would come back again. Hands in the air, fingers are touching something untouchable something intangible, something that cannot be touched but felt… Eyes are closed, mind is away, you are not here you didn’t want to stay, you allowed this feeling take you away; faraway. And music is in your head…
Ever had this feeling of music eating you, absorbing you taking you away in your memories: bitter-sweet, happy-sad, gray-colorful? Memories you want to remember and save, memories you want to discard forever… This music is making you fly…. This music is your wings. It takes you on a journey, on a trip of dreams and illusions. You see the pictures passing you by, you remember the moments and tell them good bye… And your heart aches with a strange pain that echoes in your mind, memories,,,, They hurt!! Memories… they stay there in your mind, they change their shape, taste, color, sometimes evolve into something different, sometimes they just fade away… Our brain tries to keep them our heart tries to forget.
Memories: people, places things, words, voices and music... All the pictures from the past… You see it all like a slide show under the music that makes you fly. It’s a quick journey it’s a short one but it makes your inner world collapse. And you feel how badly you miss some things and people you’ve lost forever. The journey to your memories; a journey to lost treasures, a journey to what shaped you… You will never have it all back again and all you have is just memories of loved ones that left you forever. The music that gives you wings to fly over the pictures of past will also become a memory it will fade away…
In the memory of my grandma who passed away 40 days ago.
She is one of the brightest treasured memories I have…
Comments
@ Helen
I am deeply shocked to learn the sad demise of your beloved grandma and express my profound grief and heartfelt condolences to you and other members of your family.
Dear Helen, accept my condolences from the bottom of my heart. Like always you have written so beautiful.
Nice words as usual even they are sad, they come from your heart. I am so sorry about your loss. Keep writing!
Helen? wow....this is my frist come here hahaha
Evangelina, thanks for following me , every time you guys like my writing and comment it it means a lot to me ) thank you all !
Noas, thanks for reding and yes she is my treasure :)
I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I'm sure you'll treasure and cherish all memories with your grandma.
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