ESL Blogs

And you know what! This is not it. I want to roller skate, swim, ride a horse, play a violin, and shop on my own, go on a walk in the sunset with no one but my self. I want to dance as if the floor is all mine with everyone’s staring at me. I want to go out when I want to, and get home when I would like to. I want to put a plan for my self, and stick to it.  If I did not, what my family wants my plan to be would not be the reason. I want to sleep when I feel tired, exhausted, upset, scared, whatever the reason is, without being scared of my mother waking me up as if I committed a sin. When the act of sleeping or having a nap means I am too busy getting into an affair or I may have been involved already? So what? What if I am not? What if I want to get some rest and that’s it? Why being judged by you and assume that you’re right! I see my brother sleeps most of the time, and doing nothing. Why me?? I want to have a life of my own. I want to wear what I think it suits me and buy what I think is the one. I want to decide and let me to. I am not a bad person; I may have done some mistakes, but hay, who does not?

I have so many thins would like to do, so many ideas need to be taken seriously. I am a person with heart and feelings, and I’ve got a very beautiful mind need to be respected and considered. I am not only a young girl who must be put under control to be protected. You want to protect me from myself??! How convenient!! Your turn is over. It’s my turn now, mine