ESL Blogs

No matter how desperately down you are, no matter how grey is your each and every day, no matter how many sleepless and stressful nights you went through or how much you regret....just… don't let your hope die. Once you burry your hope, you burry your soul and alive body with dead soul is in fact - dead YOU.

At times it might be hard to keep your hope up and of course it is easier to give up on everything, to immerse yourself somewhere down into the bottom of all the worst experiences, to lock yourself there and pretend you have no idea where the key is. To pity yourself is on your daily routine, to feel weak without energy is something you got used to, anxiety is your worst nightmare and to wish you were gone is your best idea ever.

You ask so many questions and try to find the answers but eventually it is just all useless because to change the past is impossible. It all has already happened and your mind won't ever delete it. You feel so empty that every word you are supposed to say is like a big stone that got stuck in your throat and makes you unable to pronounce anything.

However, if you believe in something, if you see at least little star in this darkness, it means you still have energy to face all those bad things, which surround you. One little kick from somebody around might be enough to show you that you are not alone and that there are people, who want you to move on and whose support give you strong energy. Suddenly you see that your hope is still alive. Hope, which is whispeing into your ear that one day you will wake up, your life will be again nice, peaceful and you will catch yourself smiling for no reason… yeah it will feel so good!