dear my broken wings,
LOVE, only one word - the complicated word with so many meanings - whispers in my heart.
-Suci Sari-
I couldn’t really say it because I trapped in such a complicated life; family, friends, lecture, and so on. Now I just can’t help myself to heal all the pain I’ve got from my damn complicated past. Just let me say that I stuck in JEALOUSY. Yeah, just keep it simple stupid! No one cares, no one knows. Silly! Maybe I’m different from the others because of my ‘beautiful’ nightmares in the past. What I’ve hugged is solitariness. Seems I’ve devoted my life to consume this 'deadly pill'.
Now, as I talking madly to myself, do I really want to fall again for keeping this feeling? Stupid! Make up your mind! Open your eyes! See the fact in front of your eyes! I can’t stand again! God, don’t let me fall again! As I feeling this huge jealousy inside my heart, it hurts a lot whether it’s right or wrong. It’s just keep spinning on my head. I’m tired to hold on such empty hands.
Yeah, I have to admit, unfortunately, I love the way he smiled. I never felt like this before. I’m in doubt. Get me out of here! My brain is out of control. Oh, stay away from me, perplexity! Oh my Lord, it seems that I’m going crazy. Save me from this craziness, my Lord!
" ...I’m falling in love
...
I’m falling apart..."
you know, everything will be beautiful in the right time... now, what you have to do is to keep focusing on study...
Love will find us one day - in the right mood, time, place, person :)
you gotta keep moving on no matter what!
my dear broken wings...
I'll find a cure-all to heal you one day; otherwise, you have to keep flying to the sky.
-Suci Sari-
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