have you ever been in a bad situation ?

have you ever think wisely about your life ?

have you ever asked yourself what am i doing here?, why am i here ?

when you are in a bad situation or you face any hard circumstance you start thinking that you are not lucky or the god doesn't want to help you.

i am really in a bad situation, i don't know what i have to do or where i should go really i start thinking that no one like me i have much hate right now, i start behaving like evil, really i have many evil ideas 

i am losing my humanity

WHAT SHOULD I DO ?????????????????????????