Even though I'm married I still adore Britpop musicians and my seniors.I love the way they sing and talk,so poetic.It doesn't mean I don't love my husband,Mr H.Butterflies are always around him while I'm teaching my male students in a college.
I find they are more romantic than him.I know it's only a mask to seduce girls buy their albums.Mr H used to be romantic when we we weren't married but he completely changed after lots of pressures from work.This month he can't sell a single car yet.The only thing I can help is not going to hairdressers,spa,buy make up and meet my friends in cafe.
I feel so lonely until Mr A added me as his friend in facebook.He never changes.We met in an elementary school in Cirebon.He'is my friend's brother.First I didn't like him because he had an affair and checked in without his wife knew it.
Finally I understood why he did it but couldn't forgive him if I were his wife.Mr H did the same,married a widow without my approval but my parents made him divorced her.I feel so blue I want a revenge but Mr A knew our relationship so suddenly he or his wife removed me.I'm so angry so I blocked him.Fine just forget me there's nothing happened between us.Behind your God appearance you accused me wanted to sleep with you.If you are the only man in this earth I still don't want to sleep with you!
Mr H and I finally made an aggrement.We will have a date everyday.Our son must stay in his grandparents.I forgive my secret crush but never forget him just like a scar in my broken heartache.
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