Ik ben kapot van binnen. vernietigd, kapot gemaakt, in duizend stukken.

het doet zo pijn, alsof ik mezelf nog meer pijn wil doen om te weten hoe echte pijn voelt.

alsof ik mezelf wil steken om de pijn die ik van binnen voel een plek te kunnen geven.

ja je bent gehoord. zoveel pijn voel ik. het is kapot gemaakt. ik ben gebroken.

nog nooit dacht ik dat ik zulke pijn zal voelen. toch weet ik dat ik jaren later met geluk terug kijk. dit is mijn leven, dit is mijn ervaring. hoe pijnlijk het ook is. pijn moet je voelen en vervolgens zal het een plek krijgen.

I am destroyed inside, damaged, hurled in 1000 pieces. it hurts so much as if I would like to hurt. myself to know how real pain feels. as I want to cut myself to give that pain a voice. yes you are hurt, so much pain, it is destroyed, I am broken.

never did I thought I would feel such pain. still I know that years later I would like back with gratefulness, this is my life, this is my experience, no matter how painful it is. pain has to be felt to be able to let it rest.

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Comment by Zivi on March 8, 2019 at 19:33

wow Ya Wen. where did you learn the dutch language?

Comment by Ya Wen on March 5, 2019 at 20:51

Thanks Dara Gino. I believe that pain is part of being alive. without pain no life and vice versa. 

Comment by dara gino on March 5, 2019 at 20:44

Tao sai lau dao, Ya Wen? I hope that the rest of your life becomes happy with no pain at all. 

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