A friend of mine asked me that question on my birthday fifteen years ago.

I asked that I just play my own role, me, susi. 

And then she replied that my answer is wrong. She  asked me to think again.

But I given up at that time and I asked her to reply her own question. :)

Then she said that i have many roles that i have to play well and sincerely.

She made a list :

1. I am as a woman

2. I am as a daughter

3. I am as a student

4. I am as a friend

5. I am as a sister

6. I am as .... atc.

 And then the last She asked me, "did you do those roles well?"

That's the point. 

I always remember her question, as I always remember her as my best friend.

One day on my way to this life

suddenly i feel something wrong

restless, worry, sad, yearning, and happy

come across my heart

i stop and sit for a while

what kind of feeling is it?

i don't know

In the early of this month, at the new year's eve exactly, is one of my special ones. My boy ( 7 years old) gave me questions: what is the special of the new year? is the names of the months are different from the last year, or the days change or the numbers on the calendar is different? He asked me while watching the new calendar of 2011.