Hi my EC friends! Good morning from Indonesia. Now its my 3rd day of fasting because I have GERD.

If you want to know how to cure it just inbox me.

Thanks!

I have been bipolar since my son was 2nd elementary grade. First I was ashamed but I realized that I was lucky. Why? Many famous celebrities are bipolar survivor and also caregiver. It is not humiliating. It is a blessing in disguise. for more information you can send me a message if you want to help a friend who suffer from this manic depression phase like I have been struggling for whole of my life and destroy my career.

http://https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgLFq2SVAOE

Melody and Natalia's Storiese’s Stories

For Senior High School Students and above

Chapter One

Melody’s Story

5 October 2018

Dear Melody,

As you already know, I have recently finished my postgraduate degree and will be leaving for Bandung at the end of this week. Please consider this to be my sincere goodbye to you.

          I want you to know that I am leaving here with truly mixed feelings, happy about finishing my education, but sad to be leaving the school where I have had so many unforgettable moments with you. The last two years as an English teacher at our great college was the best period of my career so far. I learned a great deal and worked with you, who, I am sure, I will remain a good friend for a long time. I can only hope that our friendship will never end.

          Thank you so much for making my time at the university a truly enjoyable one. Let’s keep in touch. Speak to me before I leave on Friday and I will be happy to give you my new Whatsapp number and e-mail address.

          My very best wishes for the future go out to you. Dina

Natalie’s Story

Dear Ray,

I’m sorry I was not able to visit you last Sunday. I had to take care of my brother because Mum had to accompany Dad to the ball. I know my parents are the best but they are very busy. We rarely have useful communication, so I feel that they don’t understand me. I wish they had more times for me. They also want to know everything I do. They always want to know where I go after school, and with whom I go.

          I like listening to rock music very much but my parents don’t like the music I and my boy friend listen to. They argue that it is too noisy and is not good for my ears. I feel that my parents pay more attention to my adopted baby brother. I hope my parents know how I feel about things. Do you have any advice?

Your friend,

Nixie

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Manic and panic, I was in those states back and forth.

Sometimes I just want to scream and make them fade away.

Thank God I have songs to help me face the day.

Recently my father lost his job at the hospital.

I can't comfort him and neither my mother.

This is the game of life.

Sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down.

I wish I could make more money but I don't know how...

In manic mode I just cry for God's answer...

Wish tomorrow will be better opportunity comes. I am soo sorry if the image is unrelated.

Look where am I? You can't find me, I'm hiding because I'm too shy...

Friends if you have to choose would you rather meet your friends offline or online?

Please discuss here thanks...

And what are the positive /negative effects of making fun of someone online in Whats app group?

I have many boyfriends who are platonic friends. They are Opik, Tomy, Saut, Asep, and lastly Hendra who married me til now. The last was introduced to me by his sister who lived in another town. But I won't tell about my husband. I want to share my good memories with my boys' club.

I was the smartest one just like Petra. Do you know Sporty, her boyfriend from detective club series?

Opik and Tomy had a band. They played music really well. Saut always borrowed my text books and never returned them.

Asep helped me when we were camping in a campus orientation. Yes they were my college friends except Tomy we had known since junior high school. But we met again along with Vera from French major program. All of us studied English for 8 semesters. I got ipk above 3. After that I became an English teacher at English First Cirebon for a year. 

To Be Continued tomorrow part 2

Here is one candid camera in my school yesterday. We really had fun and even though not all came that's alright. There will be new opportunity and I'll be the class secretary next year reunion...

https://www.webmd.com/anxiety-panic/ss/slideshow-celebrities-anxiety?ecd=wnl_day_122218_ML1&ctr=wnl-day-122218-ML1_nsl-LeadModule&mb=bCXzzid1mSCxtTgWYS8V%40RXFE73IOX1czD%40PBmSnPFE%3d

Sometimes I feel anxious...

https://www.webmd.com/heart-disease/can-you-die-broken-heart?ecd=wnl_men_122218&ctr=wnl-men-122218_nsl-Bodymodule_Position1&mb=bCXzzid1mSCxtTgWYS8V%40RXFE73IOX1czD%40PBmSnPFE%3d#1

I won't die a broken heart. I wish long live me...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Vt0d9YlTC4

People always think that I am arrogant and selfish when the 1st time we met. Well I act that way to people who misjudged me. As a bipolar caregiver I am already healed but they still think I am a little bit crazy. So what? Crazy in fun way is allowed right? Work hard play hard that is my slogan... What about yours? Do people have wrong impression about yourself???

Do you remember when you were a child and had such a memorable childhood? I always picture my self as a good house wive when I was still a young girl. I helped my maid baked a cake and pizza. I dislike my mum coz she is too strict and over protective to her family. My sisters always ask her everything so she thinks that I always need her help which I am not.

I am an independent woman, drive my own car before I got married. My husband insisted that we should live in the same city as my parents do. We have a handsome son. Funniest thing about my mum she always accuses me lying and going out all the time. Who cares? I am not her baby anymore. I am a grown up and I don't need her opinions which I can ask my husband's.

I don't hate her acts. She is so childish and needs anger management. If I complain I won't be happy. So I decide I don't need reasons to feel happy. Problems are games that we play whether you lose or win it doesn't matter. We have guardian angels and my mum is one of them.

Mum if you read this don't be angry. I am still your daughter who always go out shopping with you. I forgive you and you forgive me. That's how I stay happy by keep think positively.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W-AJlTHL1I

This is my mood booster every morning. I had made a glass of choco milk and sausage bread (I bought it yesterday haha).

My husband and my father went to the mosque every 3:30 AM. I wake up my son daily. It becomes habit.

I am the only female and queen in this house before my maid comes to help me clean and cook. She does the laundry as well.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=DL7-CKirWZE

Ooh

(cha, cha, cha, cha, cha, cha)

What, what, what, what
1, 2...

1, 2, 3, OW!
Wake up, kids, we got the dreamers' disease
Age 14, they got you down on your knees

So polite, we're busy still saying please
Frienemies
Who when you're down, ain't your friend

Every night we smash a Mercedes-Benz
First we run, and then we laugh till we cry

But when the night is falling
You cannot find the light (Light)

You feel your dreams are dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live

Can't forget
We only get what we give
I'm comin' home, baby

You're the tops
Give it to me now
Four A.M. we ran the Miracle Mile
We're flat broke, but, hey, we do it in style

The bad rich, God's flying in for your trial
Ha-ha-ha
But when the night is falling
You cannot find a friend (Friend)

You feel your tree is breaking
Just bend
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live

Can't forget

We only get what we give

We only get what we give
This whole damn world can fall apart
You'll be okay, follow your heart
You're in harm's way, I'm right behind

Now say you're mine
You've got the music in you
Don't let go

You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget
We only get what we give
Don't let go
I feel the music in you

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Fly high

What's real can't die
You only get what you give
You're gonna get what you give
Don't give up
Just don't be afraid to leave
Health insurance ripoff lying
FDA big bankers buying
Fake computer crashes dining
Cloning while they're multiplying
Fashion shoots with Beck and Hanson
Courtney Love and Marilyn Manson
You're all fakes, run to your mansions
Come around, we'll kick your ass in
Don't let go
One dance left
Don't give up
Can't forget
Don't let go

Thank you for singing with me. Happy Tuesday!

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http://https://www.webmd.com/mental-health/eating-disorders/binge-eating-disorder/ss/slideshow-binge-eating-disorder

Why if you feel sad or happy you want to eat and drink more?

Is it because of hormone?

I like to eat anything from waffle, pancake, ice cream, chocolate, yoghurt, apple pie, cheese pizza, chicken soup etc.

You can say I am greedy but still have slim body. I am 168 cm 60 kg.

I used to be a model for a bag product. My younger sister was a cover girl. Now we are both happily married with our own kids.

We like to cook using microwave or a frying pan.

That is my story about my favorite food. What about yours? Do you have eating disorder or you always ruin your diet plans?

Do you have a friend or family member who has bipolar disorder?

Well I have some bipolar friends. They are unique, genious, live to the fullest when they are in manic phase. But be ready when the roller coaster going down which means they are in depressed mode.

My question as a care giver what should you do to manage their unstable and constant mood swing?

http://https://www.webmd.com/healthy-aging/ss/slideshow-healthy-retirement?ecd=wnl_spr_120318&ctr=wnl-spr-120318_nsl-Bodymodule_Position1&mb=bCXzzid1mSCxtTgWYS8V%40RXFE73IOX1czD%40PBmSnPFE%3d

Do you wish to retire after the age of 40th?

I want to retire if I have inherited or family assets.

I want to go around the world with my friends and families.

That is all my bucket list. 

Dear EC friends good evening. its 12:34 AM now. I am still watching music channel with my husband. Our son is sleeping safe and sound. We are business partners. I teach English and rent my books to my students. My husband runs his car showrooms and his sister runs our family restaurant. My sister in law is a gallery owner and can paint.

Now I will talk about how I can sleep without medication. You see I have insomnia since I was 14 years old until now. I am 41 in January 2019.

I have acupuncture, writing therapy, yoga and join spiritual group in my friend's whats app group.

I have taken clozapine but it doesn't work at all. So my suggestion is to create a playlist that can soothe your mind. Thats all