Yesterday I was as busy as a bee, occupied throughout the day in my office. I came back completely exhausted and wimpy. The drag TV programs could not keep me awake for long and I didn’t know when I was zonk out.
I was floating high as a kite in my dream, feeling myself as light as a feather, then all of a sudden I felt a sudden change in my surrounding, the room was filled with the similar fragrance. “How are you?” My heart started beating with pleasure, hearing her melodious voice; she was before me with all her beauty, pure as the driven snow. “You have come!” There was a joyful tremble in my voice touch with a nervousness of a cat. “When you remember me, call, me and wait for me, why would I not come”. There was an unspeakable, indescribable love in her voice……..the love which can only be felt. “Yes, you are here with me, but why I am not happy, why the fear of your parting always overcomes the happiness of your company?” Yes parting is the fate………………..as old as these hills, true love is not free as a bird, you have to seek it out in the nerves, in the mind, when it is found then you can just feel it running in your veins. Out there in the physical world it seems rather unbelievable. In the same way this is just your dream, you are dreaming me, imagining me. Your belief is not very strong now, when it will become strong enough you will find me before your you alive…..in your world out of your imagination. You believe in your imagination so I am here in your imagination………………..try to be firm, you will find me in your arms warm and alive………………..I was voiceless, seeing her once again turning into smoke……………..her sharp earful laugh was echoing all around.