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Hey, this December’s boy

Posted by Katie Huang on November 13, 2016

Hey boy, I’m waiting for this December

Are you ready?

Come here, slowly and slowly

Step by step

I’m patient enough

But, please, be on time!

Don’t make me wait too long!

I’m afraid of the time when I’m not young

Not beautiful any more…

I’m so scared

Because of my youth

It does not last forever…

Please be on time, December boy!

And, at the very first sight

You will see,

The best of me

You will see,

How I burn myself and my love for you

You will see,

What our future looks like

And you will know,

We belong together…

Please, be on time, December boy!

P/S: This short writing came from the phrase "December boy" in my mind. Just wrote down and this is the result LOL.

[Audio] 1 - Ambiguity

Posted by Katie Huang on March 19, 2014

This short writing based on the unilateral love and two songs name 暧昧 and 他不爱我.

The theme song is 他不爱我

You can come here to listen my audio (with my broken pronunciation):

AMBIGUITY

Ambiguity makes people be more longing and greedy, but concurrently, more afraid of facing each other. Because you all may know that … no love causes ambiguity.

Sometimes, I want to confront, to bravely ask him “Why you don’t love me?” but it sounds like I’m too tired to have enough energy and motivation to force him or to see who gives more, who pays less.

One side, I want to follow the destiny without insisting, other side is to request for a little love back. I wonder, who makes me become weak, fragile and self-opinioned like this. Because of him, because of the dream I want our love to be forever until the next thousand years and because of being loved by him.

He’s just like a gust of wind, which blows in my soul suddenly and makes it fresher, also leaves me freely and I can’t stop it. I feel like whenever we are a bit closer, he just becomes further and further.

I know … because wind is unbridled, free and arrogant and because I love that wind, I’m willing to love him silently and let him be free to do what he wants.

I love … the WIND!

My plans for the future

Posted by Katie Huang on May 30, 2012

Hi EC,

Long time no see~

And now, I'm back for continuing my English study, improving some social skills, and making more friends all over the world ^_^!

I'm going to tell you my plans for future. It's nothing but it can remind me to make them come true and support me to do that. Cuz I'm so lazy and I cant maintain anything for a long time T_T.....

My plans for the future ....

Prepare a (quite) good background for the TOEIC examination by practicing, reviewing, revising, ... English and all English skills (by joining in some English clubs, chatting with friends in English, doing English tests).
Fix my broken knowledge in PHP and MySQL.
Start to build some of my own websites. One of them will be an social web which writes about the living, the life of some people in Vietnam who need helps. People access that website can read, write and listen to the "news" :P. For relaxing, they can use the "Blog Radio".
Attend to the CCNA course and finish it well (I hope so!).
Want to learn how to make pizza, spagetti, .... cuz I want to make my own business, a restaurant (or just a small place) with the name "Picaca" - Pizza, Cafe, Karaoke.
Attend some small singing contests, just cuz of my interest in singing ^^!
Take the Informatic tests ... level A, B and C.
Take the Chinese tests ... level A, B.
Want to learn Japanese ^^.
Self-study or attend some classes about programming on the mobile phone, such as Android, Windows phone, ...
...

Hopefully, I could make all of them come true successfully!

God bless me ^^!

P/S: Try, try and try HARD! Keep my mind to maintain these plans! Just go on!!! Go ahead, me!

27/10/2010

Posted by Katie Huang on October 27, 2010

It's 11pm in Vietnam now ...Today I dont have to go anywhere ...I've just stayed at home all day ...And ... this makes me bored ... so bored ... I'm too lazy to learn or study something ....Just look at my computer ... do something uselessly.As a result ... I feel more and more bored :((.I dont know what I should do ...I think ... I need a friend to talk with ... need someone who can make me smile ...But I feel ... noone's beside me ...It seems that I'm separate from anyone ...OMG ... I cant express my feelings.That's enough ...Maybe, tomorrow, I will delete this post ...I take a silly action ...God ... bless ... me :((

[2nd entry] - Let the rain cry

Posted by Katie Huang on October 24, 2010

Foreword :This story was written by me after I heard the song named "雨想哭就哭吧" (Let the rain cry).So I made a decision to give it the same name ....Cuz I wrote it in Vietnamese ...But I'm not gud at English ... and I'm not confident in it too. Therefore, I have hongthanhnhan help me in translation my story into English.... Thanks so much, Hong Thanh Nhan !I dont know how to express my gratefulness to you.He said to me :"Hi Xiao-yu:The translation's done. I must say It's a good piece, from inner-psyche description perspective. I am afraid I couldn't have rendered it properly.Hope you like it."... I wanna tell you, i really like it !Information :Author : thinkofluv - Xiao YuTranslator : hong thanh nhan (Link to his profile)Date : 30/07/2010 (the day i wrote it)...Now, plz enjoy my story !Let the rain cry ...You and I have known for...a few months, seeming not long enough for me to say - if I don’t see you in a day, I will miss you very much...yearningly miss you ... But in fact ... I could have said that, but my personality does not allow me to be ... such sentimentally weak ... I cannot say I want to see you ...very much want to see you.It is the second day he hasn’t come here - where for the first time we met in a rainy afternoon, also where we often date.Sentiment is what hardly rationalizable? From first emotion when I met him, from the growing affection within me, from his gestures and actions that I have retained in my mind ...all have formed into a certain sentiment ... it grows, multiplifying thousandfold, ten-thousandfold.And then ... also in a rainy day ... the previous rainy day had been the day I first met him, then this rainy day was the first day for me ... when I ... realized I had really been in love to him.That day, the rain was not so heavy nor so light, I went to the date with an umbrella in hand. We appointed to join our study - he is one year my older, one year my school senior ... and coincidently fortunately we majored the same. I arrived, folded the umbrella neatly in a corner. I was waiting for him ...It kept raining ... riddling drops ... the rain wanted to blur the view in front of me, enabling me not to feel what was reality and what was hallucination ... all merged into one. Daydreamingly looking at the drippling rain, I suddenly winked my eyes, not understanding what raindrops ... just directly struck into my eyes ... I opened my eyes, looked at my watch, 30 minutes late already, I ... got a little worried for he had been punctual at such appointments and in cases of problems he had called to inform me right away ...In a flashing moment, I could not think of anything more, I was at a loss what to do ... Wait? Apparently the more I waited the more fuddling my head became ... I took the phone and called him ... “boop ... boop ... boop ... the subcriber you have just dialed is currently not available” ...I ... I got more discomposed, kept on pressing the phone to call ... frenzily. Each time hearing the voice of ...the operator, I just wanted to smash the phone into pieces ...Unable to contact for a while, I felt like running into the rain to look for him ... already 40’ late ... I fussingly packed books, took the umbrella about to run out, then ... from a distance, a figure was running up, rushing into my spot and ... stopped short in front!My vision faded, trying to compose myself after 5 ... seconds. I looked carefully, here he was! I smiled and the consternation abated somewhat ( actually almost gone!). I was about to ask him ...suddenly, he hugged me. Even though the raindrops had coated all over his clothes but ... despite the wet and cold, I felt so warm and safe.He told me , because he’d been in hurry, he’d left the phone home, while traveling his vehicle broke down, it had taken 30 minutes to fix and not done yet, therefore he’d rushed in here for fear of my having to wait long ... Then, I laughed and said “ everything alright!” but he did not realize that I was very pleased and happy because ... he had cared for me like that.That very day I thought, perhaps he ... liked me too.Due to his late arrival and the condition deemingly impossible to study, we walked home under the umbrella. Walking under the rain but the draindrops felt like ... dancing on the umbrella in his hand. I wished the time had stood still for ever, ever like that ...Two days, thought of as too long was untrue, as too short untrue, seemed like too short to become .. long and so long that ... actually it was too short!In my heart, I thought the feeling between him and me ... seemed strong enough, enough for him to know and to ever remember that there was a person who always cared for him and waited for his reciprocal cares. Because of that, I did not allow myself to show any ... sign of first confession to him ... I thus was in the position of waiting and hope ... within 2 days. And the time was long enough, short ... enough, I gradually realized one thing ... seemingly ... just as I loved him unilaterally....I sat silently in the room corner, waiting ... waiting his figure, waiting a message, a call from him ... Then time dispassionately passed and excruciated the pain in my heart, I ... I wanted so much as to know now where he was, with whom, ... moreover I could find the reason why he had not come up by me and especially ... I could have somwhat alleviated my missing him yearningly ...That night , I no longer could stand ...my pretentious appearance - sitting serenely and waiting leisurely, contradictory to the nervous fibers with neurons crashing disorderly in the head ... becoming entangling.I took an umbrella and walked toward his house ...Walking, by step, and step ... slowly ... Perhaps I still wanted him to be the first actor - to come and see me first.........Stop ...Everything was like an avalanche in front of me ....I couldn’t believe ... didn’t want to believe my eyes. He was walking with another girl with the same umbrella .... both happily laughing and talking ...I smiled and turned homeward - away from his direction ... - I ...had found out the reason why ... he was not with me....The rain picked up ... dimming my eyes ... I did not cry ... not cry ... but how strangely ... why there were salty bitter drops falling into my mouth? Why some warm drops falling on my cheeks? ...why? Why? Why? ...I wanted to ask. I wanted to shout. I wanted ... to ask him. But ... I could do nothing.... O rain, cry out, cry out ...I couldn’t stand. Couldn’t move. I ... crouched down on the numbly cold pavement, crossing my arms and embracing my shoulders. Ignoring how eternally the rain might fall ... however heavy my heart plummeted, I wanted to rid of all ...O rain, want to cry...burst your tearsSilly mine so dearOff me the world’st clearedO rain, want to cry ... burst your tears

[1st Entry] - Me and My EC

Posted by Katie Huang on October 12, 2010

1. How you joined My ECWhen did your first hear about My EC and what was your reaction?... Oneday, i was looking for some websites with the purpose - improving my English.And i got this site :).The first time, i was still like a fish out of water. But i felt this site was really interesting. So, i spent some hours to learn about it....Then i created an account and became My EC's member :).2. After you joined My ECa. When did you first begin to feel positive toward the My EC and why??hmm ... i dont know how to express my thoughts.The first time i logged in, clicked MyEC tab, there're some sounds make me surprised. I didnt know where it resounded .... Just when i looked at the bottom of this site, i discovered a small frame ... then i clicked it. Wow, so many myEC's members were chatting with each other.I read their text-chat in silence coz i dont know how to begin / greet.It's really a friendly environment for me, i found that.Since then, i believe that MyEC can help me :).b. What was your goal??I wanna improve my English (of course!) and make friends all over the world.We're the world and we'll help each other better....I think that :).c. What changes have occurred in your English as a result ?Well ... it can be considered that i'm a new comer in My EC. I havent spent so much time for neither EC's friends nor topics .Recently, i've made friends with so many people in the world. Some are from Chinese ( i would like to learn Chinese too :) ), some are from India ... and others are from another countries.They're so friendly. They makes me feel at ease .... They help me in pronunciation too :). And i find that ... if we spend more time with each other, my listening and speaking skills will be better soon.What a useful method it is !!d. What was your unique experiences during here, you can tell about everything for instance tell about your friends, your soul mate, your teacher, etc.Just read posts, entries, ..., comment below them and ... hm ... join groups!In a word ... just do everything in English and try :P.Ah ... another most important is u have gud friends :).I will tell u about my friends, soul mate ... in another time :P. (coz now, i dont know what and how to write lol)3. Your conclusion :In summary, i would like to write like Karenina's example : "I made this decision joined My EC, it was the most important decision i ever made. During this time my English skills growing faster, i almost achieve my goal to be fluently" :).And i will try my best .That's all.Thanks for reading (and correcting my entry if it has some errors)!