Now it is 1.30 am at your place,

Your face must be on your pillow, your thick hair must be piled up on the right side,

because you always sleep with your face down to the left, your hands always getting hold of, what is it you are looking for under the pillow?

I want to steal your time, sequester your attention, solely so I can get twisted into the fold of the sheets where your body is lying.

It has been three years .....28 months multiplied by 24 multiplied by 60 multiplied 60 multiplied 60 and I bet you the result will approximately 4.354.560.000

That's the number of millisecond since the first time I fell in love with you, the number could be more fantastic if you count it in nano scale, just check it if you don't trust me :-)))

and I dare to guarantee you are still there in every second and again and again....and again

But please understand me, this story  is not intended to seduce you. Honesty is like an over color makeup, unimaginable to add it again with seduction. Those billions number was a mathematics fact. empirical, who says that love can not be logic. love can be extended dimensional figures and flavors at once....hmmmmmm new perspective huh???


Now 2.30 am at your place,

time flies, Ive been here for an hour and still feel like I just came in, an hour will credit 216.000 millisecond on my time account, thank you I become richer,

I wish I could add Rupiah or Dollar or euro behind those numbers, but you are priceless, you are everything ...

I never  know who is in your bed, I've never been there, maybe only pillows and bolsters, sometimes inanimate object get what we want most and we are not able to compete with it.

I envy your pajamas, your towel, and your bolster.....enough...stop I cant continue imagine it, how do we feel being hug without pretension? that's heaven....and people has to give a huge effort to get it, life is like a journey around the Sinai desert, we are not allowed to walk straight and easy to get the promising land.

Now give me permission to get sleep, to catch you up to an abstract world where everything can be met, be sure you are there don't wake up bacause of nightmare, wait for me....

there are so much things I wanna talk about, we can do everything right? but if I could choose, I will choose one thing: I want to have a dream,sleep beside you and my hand under the pillow where your hands always getting hold off...because nothing is more wonderful than love of a couple in the morning, with oily face, smell of their sweat, bed breath, messy hair and awful face..they still dare to say "good morning love" to each other...........

this story come from undeeply observation about virtual world,many interviews with the vampire and this is the weakest conclusion That I got, enjoy it, I have no bad intention only fun conclusion, please don't get offended ......Peace on earth!!!!!!

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  • I got u!  that leads to..... geez Ratu I was drown in  your story.

  • Mr. Dara, wow, the embarrassing moment will turn into a beautiful memory if you can pass it, just remember the nice things of your moment with her...:-))
  • Saya harap kamu baik Ratu. Saya malu. I feel shy about the previous moments of love, at least the embarrassing ones.
  • My brother mish, nothing to say anymore......just enjoy the pain hahahaha
  • Yes Ratu you are absolutely right, "this is the story of the most people who enter the virtual world, when love touches their heart, only this feeling exists.  So sad, but true, distance is all matters.  But love is love, if it doesn't give pain, it isn't perfect!"

  • Ohnie, this is the story of most ppl whom enter to the virtual world,when love is touching their heart only this feeling exist, so sad but true, distance is all matter....:-)))) is love, if it's not give us pain, it's not seems perfect...
  • Whoa! I can't believe I'm reading this on EC. It seems like a torn out page from a novel book.  I love it to the bone. I enjoyed reading every part. You made me smile, Ratu. Thank you!

  • Yes, you deserve it, Ratu

  • Oussama thats great, we can talk seriously about this...


  • Ratu; 

    when you get ready, I can build a nice website (blog) for you ... My promise. 

    You have just to pay the hosting and your domain name :) both are about 50 Euros per year or less. and with advertisements you can earn money too :) 

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