Pls, what will I do?

Right from my infancy age my parents shielded me at home. I went to secondary school, yet i remain scolded. Whenever I'd an holiday, I wont have any time to play with my friends: also whenever I went out to play outside our house, I was always humiliated. I remained at home doing nothing.One day, I met a girl, obviously this girl attract me so much but I didn't have the confidence to express my love with her. I would have had the confident if only 've been interact with people. I didn't had the oppurtunity to make friend with any girl; I'm always shy. Whenever I saw her, I would be longing to say something but at last i will hesitate and end up doing nothing. I believed the girl also loves me, i started playing with her. I didn't told her anything because I was shy and affraid of humiliation. One day, her sister who had travelled in the past called me and told me she loves me but that time I didn't know what to say: I loss my confidence, I agree with her. Since then i'd been thinking; I can't play, eat even cheerful like before. Last week her sister came back from travelling; they all came to visit me at home. Since then I'd a great conscious in me. Whenever I saw her sister, I always depressed but once I saw her I would be very happy. I love her than any other girl around me. I took lots of time to stay away from her yet, I felt her in my mind. I love her and I didn't want to loss her. I didn't love her sister but I'd already made a terrible mistake. I believe everybody here are my family, you are my father, mother, brothers and sisters. Pls what will I do not to destroy this family but to end up in triumph? Though what had past had past but I didn't want my past to destroy my future. I want my present to be good so that my future will be fine.
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  • @ Syed, I didn't love her sister: only she don't know that am already in love with the girl, I think that is why she loves me.
  • @ Vega, thanks for taking path in my blog.
    @ Anele, am very grateful. Your advise are very useful for me.
    @ Tawfeeq, thanks for your support.
    @ Miss Sara, I'll make sure I do it as she 'anele' said without hesitate.
    @ Notears, u really make a point. I will do all my best to tell her sister before it's complicated.
  • @ Vega, thanks for taking path in my blog.
    @ Anele, am very grateful. Your advise are very useful for me.
    @ Tawfeeq, thanks for your support.
    @ Miss Sara, I'll make sure I do it as she 'anele' said without hesitate.
    @ Notears, u really make a point. I will do all my best to tell her sister before it's complicated.
  • @ Vega, thanks for taking path in my blog.
    @ Anele, am very grateful. Your advise are very useful for me.
    @ Tawfeeq, thanks for your support.
    @ Miss Sara, I'll make sure I do it as she 'anele' said without hesitate.
    @ Notears, u really make a point. I will do all my best to tell her sister before it's complicated.
  • As I understood your parents doesn't allow you to spend joyful time with friends and girls? Perhaps, they want you to study well at school?..Quite complicated situation..

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