This blog is dedicated to my friend & my sister whose parents had passed away a few years ago.
" It has been so long, a decade and a half. I'd say your memories are fresh in my mind, But they are not, they've started to fade as time goes by. I have forgotten the feel of the word "mom" on my tongue and my lips. I cannot say it anymore. It kills me to say this word!
I cannot recall your face, or the way you used to talk, whenever I think about you I have to recreate the images and the sound of your voice in my mind. I imagine what would you look like, if you were alive! What sort of a relationship we might have had? But even after all these years, in times of loneliness and desperation I call out your name, not intentionally. It just happens.
I wish I had gotten the chance to be with you a little longer, but I know that it's a good place that you are in now. I have two guardian angels in the heavens, looking out for me. Guiding me along the way, praying for me. Life would have been much better if these angels were here with me, in flesh and blood,
If I could touch them and hear their voice and feel their presence. I will always love you.
And I miss you both. Now more than ever! "