I am very angry.

I'm done being kind with everyone, I believe this is the most stupid thing I ever learned from the society. People advice me, don't use bad words, you're a nice person, be kind with others. Enough...........enough..........if i can't show my anger, then it will kill me. I can't keep everything in my heart, i need to tell someone I hate him, I hate him more than anyone on this world. I don't care whether he likes or not but it's true. I can't pretend to be a nice person every time.

There is a limit for everything, there is no one to listen to me when I'm angry. And I don't show my anger to anyone, i greet every colleague of mine with smile. I sent an email to product manager, rather than replying to my email. He came to my office and said, looks like you've too much free time to send emails. 

I said this is not an official response to my email, and how dare you said such thing to me. He asked me to slow down my volume, I said you've no idea what you said to me. I couldn't control myself, I'm proud of my service and my work has been a satisfactory to my management. 

Then this bank staff, I went to apply for a loan. They've Saudi Staff, they made many objections earlier. It was 7th time. Now everything was right according to their requirement, after waiting for several hours. I took a long breath and smiled and said. Now everything is Ok, please proceed my request. He said, I'm very busy could you please come tomorrow. I said I'm waiting for last three hours, please don't do this to me. He said if you can wait, then we can proceed your request. I waited for another hour then he said sorry I can't proceed your request you've to come tomorrow. How would you response to such guy, I said I'm not a free man, this is 7th time I came. This is how you treat your customers. He said it's better for you to come tomorrow, I said I don't need a loan......................It's better for me.....I teared all documents in front of him......Don't be kind with such people.....don't follow other's instruction.....This is your life, if you're angry show it to others.....Don't care about the shame you'll face.....

No need to live a perfect life....Sometimes anger brings a big positive change in your life.....stop living a puppet life....

You can't keep things in your heart every time.... Tell a person that you minded when he laughed ...I am happy when people call me crazy for my behavior...I helped people who needs my help I don't help greedy people...I'm angry......I paid like 300$ to mechanic because there was one sound coming from my car engine....When i drove my car to check if the problem is gone I found the problem is still there......I should be angry....I earn money with my efforts and hard work, I won't let anybody take it in vain. I do respect hard working people but I hate cheaters....

Time to smoke....please don't advice me to quit smoking this time.......if you need to write a comment....express your anger for someone....no advice no suggestion....no wise words....please..................................

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  • Sono thank you for your nice word and for your understanding

  • True feelings shared about yourself. your words and phrase telling us during write your blog you were sad, sorrow and angrily that. it's good approach  when men are angry, they should have engaged in any work. Thanks for sharing your feelings.

  • Dear Arif, Mind or not mind! Do you really thing you're more clever or intelligent than me to advice me something?

    I've got many experiences from my life, and I've learned from my own mistakes. I'm not the one who watches others to make mistake and take advantage of those....

  • Dear Jade, I won't hurt any innocent! I'm not bad for good or innocent people...Many thanks for your comment..

  • Dear Bianca,

    Only the friends know how to deal with you when you're in bad mood, no advice works or suggestion when you're in very bad mood. That awkward feeling, i can't really explain but thank you so much for your words which are very valuable for me. 

  • Well, we normally call those close or best friends with whom we share our pleasant and unpleasant experience, feeling, events, but sharing them publicly you maybe misunderstood by many readers. I am not smart or wise enough to give you a piece of advice, at least let you know what I would do if I were you. I would express such situation in funny. I have already shared such experience on EC, pls check it out
    http://my.englishclub.com/m/blogpost?id=2524315%3ABlogPost%3A3953494
  • one more thing.....do you feel lighter in your heart now...thats the life...enjoy ur life Ali....turn your face towards the sun and shadows will fall behind...

  • even no comments?

    hmmm...May i?....i dare not say anything...bec you seem angry...and you are right....i will just sit next to you (though i dont like when you smoke), and i will just hold your hand..in silence, bec I THINK AND FEEL THE SAME TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

  • Nalini, you can't change someone but someone can be the reason for someone to change for.

    Many thanks for your comment and your words have given me some relief. May God bless you with happiness in your life.

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