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What? You said good bye at the end of War theory? You aim high and disappoint so easily. – Radha reading my war theory and given me surprised look.

What’s the point of staying there? After writing such a long blog, people still living there in groups, and It hurts me most of the time that only 58,045 peoples from all over the world in MyEC and they find a good place, then here same group theory. – I explained Radha of the reason of leaving.

Well, I’m checking there you have lots of friends and fan there? They are waiting for your coming back. How will you come back? – Radha asked this question.

Well, I said plan to leaving MyEc, it means didn’t decide to leave yet. – giving evil grin look to Radha.

What do you mean, didn’t decide yet? Is it part of your War theory as well? – Radha questioned me.

Yes, have you seen that nobody cares of my war theory logics at the end; everyone flows in emotions of my leaving. This is how a war concerned people create emotions to the people and they gets into deep emotions to follow the war concerned person. That’ why people like me never able to convince them please stop caring for an individual person, use your brain and see the logics and predictions. Yet, how can people hate mathematics in their life, this surprised me actually. My sacrifice is to be catalyst in the war theory and most of the time catalyst is not consumed by the chemical reaction they support, that how my sacrifice is not consumed by the end of War theory. Dear read chemistry it’s very helpful in life. – giving scientific explanation to Radha.

You are disgusting; you know chemistry is my weakest subject in academics. Anyway, you can’t write few stories and then expect the world to take you in, there is more to it than that and things take time, you will rise in time, don’t worry. –Radha building hope inside me.

Hmm, you are right; I’m not a super hero or any famous writer. Things still needed to improve via writing furthermore should write more stories and could keep making theories, questions and small stories. – Firmed look on face and stick to the decision.

Good, what about rule no. 1, why do you hate this so much? – Radha questioned me.

Okay, let me explain you what happening in my city right now. Students pass out from colleges they filled competition exams of either becoming teachers, getting jobs in electricity department, or any government department. They spend money in filling forms, spend time and work hard to get the job in government department. When result came out and your name is shortlisted, now you are waiting for job letter in hand. Exact of that moment someone filed a case in high court that something is wrong to the selection process. Now until this case solve you will not getting this job, and this case never going to solve. May be after 5-6 years, do you think after 5-6 years waiting for the job is right? This is the rule no. 1 of leading corruption in government. How to earn money and make foolish peoples by waiting and waiting? Their hope dies with this. This hope dying is the rule no. 1 and it is not in the hand of common man.  

Well you hate government or who follow this rule? – Radha said this.

I hate both but because government build by people like us and not everyone is corrupting in the government. So, you can say I hate who follow this rule. – My plain answer.

Don’t you think of lots of friends here who care you so much in MyEC? – Radha asked me this question of friendship.

You know Radha, what is most hurting thing in this world about friendship, when your best friend dies and you see their parents crying all the time in front of your face and you can’t bring sweet to their homes as found the first job even they treats you like their son. – A bitter truth in friendship.

Hmm, well there is someone who saying that he won’t be alive till you come back. – Radha smile to this.

I’ve a good picture for him and I’m going to kick his butt when come back.

Well, you got a sister as well now.- Radha teased me.

She is sweetest girl there, she comments on everyone blogs, take parts in discussion and most of that she wishes to everyone profile. But she didn’t write any blogs, that’s not good for her. I would say she should be star next. :) I guess that makes me happy when she called me brother. Actually she is even younger than my younger brother. Hmm, how many sisters I will carry in my life. – Worrying of future.

What will be your aim next now in MyEc? – reminding of my future.

Well, I found Rule No. Zero now and this makes me interested to stay there. – A new goal of life set.

Now, what the hell is this rule no. zero, why don’t you live like simple man and act like normal guy? You think so much all the time dear. You should stop thinking more. – Radha looks at me with frustration.

Let this in suspense what is Rule No. Zero, I need to study this as well. Once get to the point, I will write about this. Besides writing is my passion, provide me compassion and most of it, philosophy and searching for answers of life all the time.  Right now I want to sing a song here to finish the blog. – A joyous look in my face.

Which song you are going to sing now? And please post lyrics as always needs lyrics of English Songs. Why not in Karaoke group? – Radha tries to know the reasons.

It’s my favourite song all the time. I wish can smoke as well while singing this song, but quitted smoking and drinking long time ago otherwise I was just same like the singer. People said smoking kills but I said smoking gives us life and meaning all the time. LOL! Here is the song. – That’s me how to divert Radha attentions always.

Gosh! Your blog again goes bigger, so what is your final decision? – pointing to the final decision.

Hehe, I can’t help when start writing, it’s like flowing in the river and don’t know the ending where it will stop until it reaches the side of the river. About decision, it reminds of a line by Sydney Sheldon in his Autobiography, during his childhood he was going to drink the poison and his father came suddenly, he didn’t stopped him but said this line.

Life is like a novel. It's filled with suspense. You have no idea what is going to happen until you turn the page.

Well, I will finish this novel till the end. Running is not a solution.

Here is song which I sang late night, I hope people like it.

“One Love – U2”

Is it getting better?

Or do you feel the same?

Will it make it easier on you now?

You got someone to blame

You say, one love, one life

When it's one need in the night

One love, we get to share it

Leaves you baby if you don't care for it

Did I disappoint you?

Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?

You act like you never had love

And you want me to go without

Well it's too late tonight

To drag the past out into the light

We're one but we're not the same

We get to carry each other, carry each other

One!

Have you come here for forgiveness?

Have you come to raise the dead?

Have you come here to play Jesus?

To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much? More than a lot

You gave me nothin' now it's all I got

We're one but we're not the same

Well we hurt each other then we do it again

You say love is a temple, love a higher law

Love is a temple, love the higher law

You ask me to enter but then you make me crawl

And I can't be holdin' on to what you got

When all you got is hurt

One love, one blood

One life, you got to do what you should

One life, with each other

Sisters, brothers

One life but we're not the same

We get to carry each other, carry each other

One

One

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Thank You for all the warm comments and messages, I won't leave next time and no Good Bye from now on. ^.^