Next day, I avoided him. Weren't we doing it all the times? Avoiding each other. But he approached me first. Sitting next to me while I was enjoying myself with popcorn and movie on my laptop.
He said no words. I was so sure he wanted to talk but he didn't. He knew I mad.
I took my phone, opened photo gallery and showed it to him. He glanced on it and ask "You made this?"
"Nope, my boyfriend did" I put it back.
Again the silence. It was really annoying if only I wasn't get used of my brother. He is a man of ice, full of coldness that he could kill you with silence. I would not say any more words, I did breaking the ice. You turn, brother mine!
"Do you know where I can get a course to learn Phyton and R programming?"
At last he spoke, my heart full of excitements. I hardly hid the cringe of victory on my face, only talked to myself "Is that your best shoot, Frere?"
"Not my field but I'll ask my friends"
"What are those for"
"I want to make map and GIS"
"Phyton is for PC I guess" I said while typing, sending messages to my friends about the subject.
"That's a large program we can use for anything"
"Do you want to build something?"
"I am not building something. Just programming map with geographic information system."
Later on I was messaging my friends. I thought it was the time to speak what I wanted him to know. More specific and precise, he would not have all day.
"I understand a bit but this is clearly not my field. I know you must be think I know nothing and there is nothing to talk about" I said.
"Did I say I know anything?" Asked he.
"You do and I agree. So, you have no obligation to make a meaningful conversation with me"
We must be talking together that I could hear he was saying "What is wrong?" But I ignored and kept talking instead.
"You think I am hiding things from you, right?"
"Just give me some contexts! That will be convenient to me."
We finished together and got silence. Tried to process every word from each other.
"Nothing is wrong."It was me, always the first person to speak.
"Kind of, but it's your life. You can hide everything from me. Who am I to judge?"
He took a deep breath. Apparently got tired of same scene. My rudeness and stubbornness of not believing him. I didn't think I was wrong, he always liked that, hides so many things. What was that for? So he could appear as the strongest man in the end of scene. He was a bastard who once told me "You know nothing about me unless I tell you" and I was like "Fine! Eat your sh*t and tell me nothing. Who cares about your life and stuff!!" That was us, ladies and gentlemen! A lovely couple of siblings.